Hi, I’m Mary.
It’s time to step out of your cocoon & into your soul’s calling,
as the magical energetic being you are.
I See You…
Your inner Good-Girl is stuck in a people pleasing cycle of over-giving & burnout - waiting to be good enough, acknowledged, seen, appreciated.
You tend to shrink yourself, abandon your own needs, & dim your light to make others more comfortable.
You feel anxious to be seen, use your voice, set boundaries, put yourself out there/take the next step which results in perpetual avoidance/procrastination &/or crippling perfectionism.
You feel like you’ve been stuck on the healing merry go round & just can’t breakthrough the same old patterns.
Despite “the work”, still pulled into the Imposter Syndrome, a lil shaky to say what you think, take up space & say no to the things draining/not serving you (imaginary audience: “Who do you think you are?!”, “You let down!”).
You’re somewhere between who you used to be & your next-level you…
Your sensitivity & gifts feel unrefined & raw (so much energy, so many feels) often leaving your precious nervous system short circuiting & in overdrive (gremlin vibes).
You’re riding a janky rollercoaster of overwhelm & shut-down, enduring the emotional & energy hangovers with isolation hibernations of binging, numbing & soothing.
You wish you could trust yourself, your gifts & the process of your life.
You want to step more deeply into your intuition, & embody your sacred gifts.
You know you’re meant for more but can’t quite grasp it (Lightworker boots feel a wee big), or scared to go for it fully (your old imaginary audience: “You woo woo weirdo! Your new imaginary audience: “You fraud!”).
You’re unsure what to do (for you) to build your soulful life & how to integrate it into your practice (can I do that?)
You’re inconsistent with your devotions & practice (know what to do, hard time actually doing it).
This doesn’t have to be your path…
Your Healing & Awakening Journey from here on out can be joyful & fun.
“I see any resistance patterns within me only as something else to release. I choose to react as if I have found a treasure, when I discover something else to release.” - Louise Hay
You don’t have to struggle with anxiety, overwhelm, burnout, doubt.
But I totally hear you because that was me 14 years ago, at the beginning of my healing journey. And I was in the healing trenches for the next 6 years until I had my Spiritual Awakening (followed by my first Dark Night of the Soul…and eventually my Starseed Awakening) - that catapulted me deeper into my healing for the next 8 years!
And, well, it took a while to figure all of that out, (including coming out of the spiritual closet) & to integrate it all harmoniously - but it certainly doesn’t have to take that long for you!
You want to live as your Next Level Soul Self - aligned with your Earthly mission & living out your purpose (with less road bumps) … but, you just feel a lil in the dark about how to make that vision your reality.
You just need some help with how to let go of that sticky residue of the past, how to calm the chaos of this new chapter & how to integrate your soul gifts into this lifetime, this body, & live from your purpose.
I get it.
I’m Mary, a Counselling Hypnotherapist & Intuitive Guide.
I use Hypnotherapy Intensives to help you Feel Deeply Safe & Secure in Yourself - so you can Reclaim the Courage & Confidence to Trust your Inner Wisdom & Fully Embody your Sacred Gifts.
I especially love helping Therapists, Healers, & Coaches to come out of the spiritual closet & into their soul’s calling.
My purpose is to help you Ground, Embrace & Accelerate your Awakening & Healing Journey - so you can Integrate your Spiritual Lessons & Step into your Next Level Self sooner & with more ease.
Journey Deeper, Feel Better Faster.
My Story…
I’ve always been led by my heart & done things my own way…
As a young child, my Mother used to lay clothes for me on my bed & then she’d see me the next day wearing a completely different (“mismatched”) ensemble. Even as a wee sprite, no one was telling me who I was & how I expressed that.
Fast forward to after university - I trusted my gut & deferred a Master’s degree. I knew I wanted to be immersed in learning, not just reading about it theoretically. While others were learning different diagnostic tools & labels and writing a thesis, I got really uncomfortable in the client chair.
I kicked chairs & yelled in pillows. I cut energetic cords & rewrote soul contracts. I learned self-forgiveness & let go of needing it from others. I sobbed on the floor & learned how to receive support. I embraced my shadows at disowned parts dinner parties (in full costume).
Spiritual Awakening
Despite close to a decade of personal work, there were lessons I needed to learn the hard way. It was a big year to say the least.
I ended a 7 year marriage, got robbed at gunpoint & had an unplanned pregnancy in a new relationship. Then I stillbirthed my daughter & my partner left.
I was ripped apart & left wondering “Who am I & what do I do now?” & it was the first time I spoke directly to God.
That was the beginning of my 1st Dark Night of the Soul & catalyst for healing my relationship to my birthplace (amongst other lessons). I sublet my apartment, packed a suitcase & sang for my fare back home aboard the national train service.
Others were getting married, having babies & buying houses, I was grieving, single, questioning motherhood & living in a tent off grid.
My 2nd Dark Night of the Soul came several years later in the ending of another karmic relationship. I had an out of body experience & psychic veils lifted abruptly. My senses were raw & overloaded. Everything was brighter & louder. My intuition fired up & really came online. I learned I was Highly Sensitive & an Empath.
I felt boundaryless, absorbing every detail of my environment & energy around me, saw repeating numbers & noticed synchronicities.
I had an insatiable thirst for spiritual learning & understanding, and a new distaste for the fogginess of alcohol & superficial conversations. Old friendships fell away, new material came up for me to work through.
Spiritual Healing
Luckily, seeds of divine support had already been planted with the books (Caroline Myss, Brian Weiss, Gary Zukav, Marianne Willamson, David Hawkins) & people (spiritually aligned therapists & mentors, an ascension coach) I had been bringing into my life.
When I saw others push their pain away through blame & numbing overwhelm with excessive soothing & addictions - I started meditating & using affirmations daily.
Louise Hay’s “You Can Heal Your Life” became my cherished daily bible for a year - & my education in self love & subconsciously reprogramming my inner critic into a joyful & playful companion.
I let go of how I thought things were supposed to be & bought my first car & first house (on my own). I quit my day job (& being worried it wouldn’t all work out) to pursue my practice full time. I dove into my spirituality, studied intuition & meditation.
While others were still rehashing the same old stories, I sang to my inner child & retaught my body safety. I regressed to & released my most painful current & past lives memories. I met my Higher Self & my Spirit Guides.
Divine Trust
And when everything was falling into place, a booked out practice, new house on a 20 acre nature sanctuary - I let it all go to follow my heart & move again.
In the middle of a pandemic. 4500km away, where I knew no one & rents were “out of control”. Against all other advice, I made the most courageous decision to date & listed my old house for sale & started over again.
I knew I had to let go. I chose to trust in myself & the unknown - & I was rewarded.
I received an offer of not 1 but 2 apartments (at very fair prices) & a generous return on my house sale (“unheard of”) that enabled me to take a sabbatical from my practice. I researched & began writing my first books. I went on a soul quest to Mount Shasta, California (“Where Heaven and Earth Meet”) & had my Starseed Awakening.
My Life Now
Reprogrammed mindset & grounded body that has accelerated my ascension.
Trusting redirections as lessons I’ve asked for as a soul having a human experience.
Rides life’s bumps remaining regulated & heart-centred.
Comfortable to speak my truth, take up space, & set loving boundaries.
Led by & connected with Higher Guidance & Sacred Purpose.
Relationships that help me to raise my vibration & elevate my consciousness.
Days filled with work I love to do, feel confident in & can prioritize balance with.
Ends always meeting & waking up feeling energized & excited to do more.
Devoted daily practices & tending to my healing like I'm the expert of me.
Courageously trying new things, continuously evolving, guided by my intuition.
Fun facts about me…
Professional Bio
Mary is a Counselling Hypnotherapist & Intuitive Guide who uses Hypnotherapy Intensives to help you feel Deeply Safe & Secure in yourself - so you can have the Courage & Confidence to Trust your Inner Wisdom & Fully Embody their Sacred Gifts, Lessons & Purpose.
She especially loves helping Therapists, Healers & Coaches to come out of the spiritual closet & into their soul’s calling.
Journey Deeper, Feel Better Faster.
Her mission is to help you Ground, Embrace & Accelerate your Awakening & Healing Journey - so you can Integrate your Spiritual Lessons & Step into your Next Level Self sooner & with more ease.
Mary holds a Bachelor Degree in Psychology along with a Diploma in Professional Counselling and has Professional Certifications in Gestalt Therapy, Heart-Centered Clinical Hypnotherapy, Past Life Regression Therapy, Mindfulness, & Intuitive Development.
She has had a healing practice & has held membership with the Canadian Professional Counsellor’s Association for over 14 years & currently holds membership in College of Counselling Therapy of Prince Edward Island & the Heart-Centered Therapies Association.
